Dude, I am sorry to hear about the motorcycle accident--I feel for you, and I'm serious in stating that. I hope you are able to heal up.
I can relate as I have been in Level 7-10 pain (Pain Scale) for 2 years, 11 months, 24/7 (no change when I sleep) from 2 failed foot surgeries that ended up affecting my whole body. As a touch of irony and fuckery from the Universe, I have a natural immunity (brain receptor issue) to almost all painkillers, including morphine, hydromorphone, and maybe 10-15% effectiveness from 200mcg of Fentanyl Citrate (on a "good" day).
To make matters worse, 4 days before my scheduled 3rd foot surgery last year, I discovered my ex-girlfriend of 8 years had been having an affair (and financial destroying me); thus, no foot surgery, and I'm crippled for life (which isn't going to last way longer due to other issues--LOL).
I also understand about the financial issue. I haven't worked since April 17, 2020 due to COVID-19, and the previous year was very sparse due to being disabled. I only have enough money for one (maybe two) more months of cell/internet, so I'm downloading like a maniac. POINT IS, I hear ya, brutha, and pray-fully hope you recover.
AS AN ASIDE, I know you guys will miss my longwinded posts! 🤣🤣🤣
Regardless, a (1) one month subscription of Rapidgator is only $14.99. If I'm still breathing next year, I would go hungry to scrape together enough money for that (1) one month, find whatever open wifi I could, and download like a maniac from SANET.
Honestly, in 27 years of downloading goodies from the WWW, nothing has compared to the quality of SANET + a Rapidgator account. Yeah, I still torrent (mostly anime), but SANET is like a family dinner that's always good.❤️